I changed this again. I guess I should actually learn html over the break so I can actually do something with this.
I'll just add a pic and then I'll stick with this. I promise. It's either this or the black Tori one.

Hmm. I have to go to UP. Hey, I still don't have a guest for my Spoken Word Project. Flashback.

Kailangan ko ng guest sa performance ko, which is on Oct. 8, 4-5:30 siguro, Vargas Museum malamang.
Any volunteers? Haha.

Ateneo boys? We UP boys have finals, so I'll have to ask you. Yes, you. Whoever you are. You will comment and say, "I will be tremendously happy to go to your Spoken Word Project, Joma, even for at least five minutes."

Side note: Have you watched Clue, the movie? You should! It's funny!
"Yes, I did it. I killed Yvette. I hated her so much, it- it- the f- it- flame- flames- flames on the side of my face, breathing, breathle- heaving breaths... heaving..."

You should also watch "Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends!" It's cute! That's Bloo at the left side of your screen there.

If you can, listen to Eminem's '97 Bonnie and Clyde, and then to Tori Amos' take on the song.
F***ing amazing. That was my inspiration for my poem, by the way.

So I went to UP to get my workshopped poem, among other things. (I also got my NatSci test results and I went to the Vargas Museum to attend to our reservation (it was closed ))

I got my poem, and the draft was clean, no marks whatsoever and in my critic form underneath it, she had written that the CAPS don't work, but that it was really good.

I guess I should be happy with what I got, considering what everyone else had on their papers, but I really wanted to know what changes I should make. Now I'm not sure if I should add to it or cut certain parts.

Sigh.

Amarra tells me there'll be a lunch meet tomorrow. Can't wait.

Deathfugue by Paul Celan.

Sandman fans: "Sandman Cast" I think he pretty much got them all, except Thora Birch as Death is a little "hmm..." to me.

Poetry day is coming... Stress. Wala pa akong natatapos. I hope it goes well.

Ooh, Del is so pretty.

Currently listening to: Chodenshi Bioman!
Currently reading: stuck on the

Thanks for the quiz, mar!

("Personalitily Disordered!")

Our Spoken Word poetry/nonfiction reading went well, thank you. :glares:
Just kidding.

I should be studying for Kas1. But I'm not. So there. :p

I hate "stuffs!" What's with you people?! It's stuff dammit! STUFF!!!

Little sh*ts.

I got Tap Dancing for PE. Shite.
I don't have the patience to change it, so I hope I get a good TD (hehe) teacher. Well there is still the reg itself. We'll see.

I want to get Sims 2 too. Ooh, I sound like a nut.

Oh, and Jomel? You're an ass.

Underloaded ako sa units ko! Why?? Hindi ba nila nabilang na hindi siya umabot ng 15?!
Gyeah. Sa reg na lang nga.

And... I want ice cream. Mango. Or melon--I haven't tried that in a while. Or munggo!

Tool videos are cool.

I watched Carnivale because I remembered aaron talking about it some time ago. It looks okay, though there's nothing interesting to note really, aside from religious charismatic groups being creepy. I'll keep watching, I guess.

I'm going to see bond. Yay.

My sister's here from NY!

Bond rocks!!!

Iyun lang. Saya ng concert. Astig. Everything is better live.
Pagkatapos niyon, pumunta kami ng ate ko sa hotel para magdessert, tapos pagkakain namin, pumunta kami sa lobby tapos nakita ko yung back-up band nila doon.

I'd like to think that I didn't miss them just because I ate a P105 truffle cake, which was okay, pwede na., Agh. Sana lang...

Hee. Nakita ko si blockmate. Text ko nga.

You should read The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time by Mark Haddon. It's about a kid with Asperger's syndrome (a type of autism) who tries to solve the murder of a dog. I'm pretty sure I've seen it around. Try to pick it up; it's been good so far.
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So nag-prereg ako ulit, napalit lang yung PE ko--duck-pin bowling na siya ngayon--pero wala pa rin akong Social Studies/Philo subject. Weeeeirrr-duh.

Gyah. Sa totoong registration na lang nga. Putek.

Haaay. Hm. Excited na ako mag-majors. Sana lang maayos sked ko.

Watching Xtreme Martial Arts on Discovery Channel. Galing nila. Siyet. Sayang panoorin.

Booooooooored out of my mind. I want Sims 2. Now. I want to build a house.

I luv my tub icon.

Currently listening to: Kashmir - Bond. Ha!
Currently reading: That Dog Incident book

Mine's broookeen. I'm using my bro's.

I had a nice swim today, somewhere in Power Plant.
It was a blue mosaic pool that went 12 feet deep.
I kept going to the bottom and now my head hurts.
But it was fun.

Gonna get my grades tomorrow.

Quiz meh!


You are Gold Dust. Looking back on a life fully
lived acting as if you are about to die.
Perhaps you are. You remember everything... and
your most sacred friend, your most sacred
thing. Those days flew by... no, we do not know
the magic we have until later, when we're old
enough and able to understand. And understand
that we can't keep it. Can we? It's up to you.


Aieeeee... Which Tori Amos song are you? (Or, what is your Angst?)
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(Aside.)

Having read that Curious Dog Incident book and having eaten Italian which I think is why I can't seem to sleep, I was about to sleep when my brain went into serious mindf*ck mode, where I started to think about how easy it is for me to be erased from this earth just like *snap* just like that,

and how maybe nothing's really real and we all live forever and nothing ever really dies and we just think we do, like we "die" but don't realize it so we keep on living, but of course that doesn't make sense for really really old people

or how thinking that there's no afterlife really screws with my head and depresses me, even though you wouldn't know you ever existed if you aren't even existing anyway

and maybe only I'm the only "real" thing in this world, I mean my life is the only life there is, it's my world, and I'm laughing right now because if that's true then this isn't really doing anything and this is really useless since you don't really exist anyway so ha ha ha

and suddenly I felt like I could forgive everyone and that I couldn't really hate anyone and I wasn't mad anymore this has something to do with part of my grade school life which I hated

It woke me up and I really couldn't sleep so I stood up from the bed and grabbed my keys and when I got to the door I realized I didn't need them to unlock my bedroom door from the inside. So I went into the TV room, (which is yellow, the color of insanity) and I sat myself down to watch TV and Saturday Night Live was on.

And then I typed this all down.

But now I'm sane now. I'm glad I threw this all up. Emotional vomit. I'm breathing a little bit better now. I'm not sure if I can sleep though.