syzygy

Wala, na-feel ko lang bigla magpost.

Taking off from Expe: I thought I was going to drop, which I was afraid of, but I figured it was okay, because I wasn't really learning anything.

What we do in Experimental Film: watch films (no surprise there), pass papers that revolve around us creating a treatment for just one concept, and then the prof tells us and how wrong the visualizations are, questions how we're able to do our theses with the kind of works we're passing, etc etc.

Then she dismisses the class by just walking out. Tapos magtitinginan na lang kami ng mga kaklase ko.

No actual teaching or passing on of knowledge goes on. The prof has a rep for being really... cruel. At least I thought I'd learn something, but no, artist kung artist.

We had a big one-on-one consultation thing with her about a month ago, and I passed my treatment then got my self-esteem chewed up, spit out, and shat on, and I got really bummed over for the rest of the week.

We were supposed to pass again a week after and I still didn't have a new idea then, and I didn't want to bother anymore, but my friends were pushing me to submit something, so I went to our college's library, typed out a concept for about ten minutes, then passed it.

Lo and behold, a week after, I get my paper and it was APPROVED. Hindi naeexpress ng all caps at bold type ang meaning ng salitang iyan. I jumped up and down for a few seconds and hugged people.

Ngayon, namomoblema ako kasi hindi ko pa siya nagagawa. Ponyeta. Hahahaha. Umaasa akong makakapagshoot ako ng cliffs sa Antipolo sa Sunday, makakahanap ng sound file ng waves, at nanakaw ng pic ng Japanese art na tide sa net. Yes naman. Let's go, art.

On a final note: woohoo! Thesis!

Tae. 

syzygy

Ganto iyung prof namin sa Experimental Film.

"Okay. Some people just won't get this. So if you don't get this within a month, I will drop you."

Kaya ko 'to. 

syzygy

Gusto ko sana magpa-ID sa ID booth sa SM Cubao bukas ng umaga. Feeling ko kasi mas maganda iyung labas niyon kaysa sa piktiyuran ko pa sarili ko tapos iprint ko iyung labas, o ipagawa ko sa Florofoto, na parang ganoon din.

Saka naaalala ko iyung Amelie, medyo cute iyun.

Kaso may miting pala kami bukas, kaya di na lang.

Feeling ko mas bagay iyung ngiti ko sa mas matabang tao. 

syzygy

that I'm above all this.

fuck you.

fuck you!

fuck you?

fuck you...

fuck you;

fuck you-

okaythat'senough.

syzygy

Wasabi ice cream? With munggo?

Maanghang siya. Nakakatuwa.